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From: ummtesnim
Date: 23 Mar 2005
Time: 01:34:28 -0700
Remote Name: 62.134.112.174
sw im desperately in need of a husband, whether hes here or not, just for my spiritual peace of mind i have a husband. im just being negative, depressed and not knowing how to raise my kids. "friends" sisters etc are nothing to me, i cant get anything out of social get togethers, no what i need exclusively is a husband, and if we join the ummah we do it together. im in an isolated place anyway and i like to be isolated until i have someone.k im in a place in germany, need someone to move here coz i have kids who need to see the father. Allahu alam if it was appropriate to write here but to be honest i try every single source of hope now. ive been so disillusioned by the muslims, really at first i thought it was bad luck but for 4 years i found that every single one i asked for help or for anything is unreliable , not answering, promising without doing, deceiving. not giving me my rights as a muslimah. its extremely depressing. is there anyone who can get me out of this. sw